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am i alive

by vacant call

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I wrote this today because I feel sad (shitty recording on the voice memos app)

TW: mental illness & suicidal ideation

lyrics

I took swim lessons at the Y
I still feel like I'm drowning and it doesn't matter how hard I try

Do you ever feel like a walking corpse?
My body's moving and my voice is hoarse
from crying, grief comes in waves
I'm trying, but I don't feel safe

I'm breathing and I'm bleeding so I guess I'm alive
but it still feels like I gotta be revived

I don't wanna live like this as if I gotta decide
if I wanna be alive

do I wanna be alive?
do I wanna be alive?
sometimes I don't wanna be alive

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released March 24, 2022
Hannah Jin

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vacant call Chicago, Illinois

hello !! navigating life one song at a time, I appreciate you stopping by ❣️

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